My Birthday...

October 31... my birthday... 1st thing.. before my birthday... 1st is I fall down and elbow bleed... 2nd spring my back and neck... what a unlucky birthday... every year alway happen bad things before my birthday... I wanna cry... but this year it totally suck... move my elbow = pain... turn my neck to right side also pain... move my back also pain... crap... somemore every year rain... totally halloween day feeling lor... so unlucky for me to be birth on this day... everything go bad before my birthday but good things is that there is alway someone be there to wish me happy birthday... i'm happy because of the wishes...I don't mind if i don't get any birthday present but the heart to sms or call me and say happy birthday is important to me... so everyone who see this must sms or call me to say happy birthday ALRIGHT!!!! but this year too many bad things happen... it kind of hit me very hard... still hard to over come it... but it will take time...
ok let talk about today... firstly~! in the morning go eat breakfast with mother but before I go out... when I drink a glass of water... a very strong pain suddenly hit my chest... I knee down right away when the pain hit... I don't know why but chie kuan say it because I overwork so maybe I should relax more but at work there are stupid people also... so it hard not to get angry... but I guess I just have to bear with it...and after that I go home use com until 2pm... go east coast park with Chie kuan and Ming da~!! my primary school friends~
but when we reach there it already going to rain... like alway my birthday = rain... get use to it anyway... but we go there play with skate haha but I not that good... i can't brake lol... but after we play abit than it start to rain and it super heavy... after that we went home... i come home and bath and the wound at my elbow is !@#$%^&*()_+!!)*&$*@$ pain... after that use com again until 8+pm ting fang call me and ask me today is what day lol... of cause i know today is my birthday la... but still alot of people forget!!!! but nevermind lor...it ok also... since I don't really celebrate... so it ok i guess... and she buy me a chocolate cake... lol and she buy too big I guess lol
only got 5 people still got half left lol... haha be breakfast tomorrow I guess... haha... She send me a birthday wishes but I don't feel enough... I want to chat with her on phone but she didn't pick up... maybe she is asleep so it ok... Wish to hear her voice again... But am I worth enough?
But now what I'm thinking is... who am I to her and what is she to me?
For me? She is the one i truly liked with all my heart... But I don't understand about her... but I wish to learn more about her... what she like? what she hate? and what her favorite? but I don't have a chance to stay close to her... but I didn't even meet her in real life before... but I don't know what life will happen next...So i guess it time for me to let her go... so I guess my only wish can be...

NEXT IS WHAT I WISH FOR WHEN I BLOW MY CANDLE!!!!

IT THE SIMPLE WISH EVER!!!

it is... I wish everyone will be happy and healthy...And all your dreams come true..
it not a big wish... gods... don't make me lost my faith in you... this is all I wish for...
And a Special wish it to keep for myself~

That all~! hope everyone is happy!!!