Sadness....

Thinking at Work...

Since october 31 it been 2 months 3days... I still cannot get over the feeling for her... I still miss her... still heartache all the time... even she had a boyfriend...I still want to talk to her... but I guess she is happy with her life now... but I getting more and more depress... because I lost my job again zzzzz I get sacked... because my working perform was not good... maybe I too easy get affected by my emotion... I not robot what zzz of cause will get affected by mood ma... sian... need to find new job again... feel so useless sia... can't even do a job well still want to find love... feel like a total idiot... and chinese new year coming and I don't know what to do... maybe stone at home... and rest for this month and than start working again next month... going KL sunway lagoon on 23th to 27th with Ck and Js and maybe Yl for holiday wish that day will come faster and have enough money to have fun~...I really need to take a break if not I going to kill myself sooner or later... going to get depression soon liao... zzzzzz... hopefully after my NS I will be a better guy... without my childishness... be a more hard working and serious person...

I will write until here for a long time didn't update haha

It's not true that life is one damn thing after another; it is one damn thing over and over.