What is LOVE?

To begin with... i think about it... i don't even know how to love someone anymore... Maybe because my failure for my love life... i don't understand love... or maybe i'm scare to be hurt again... because my ex make me until !@#$%^&*(^%#!$#&!^@$#!*&%#$!&*@@$*!&%^$!!... i don't understand why i alway be so kind even i'm damn hurt... so fuck up... i don't understand myself... anymore... i want to be heartless!!! NA BEI!!!! WHY I'M SO IDIOTIC DE!!!! I DON"T WANT BE SAINTLY KIND!!! I WANT BE DEMONIC EVIL!!!!

Back to blog lol~

nice sun set don you think? i taken myself =)
Try tie my hair up haha still look the same
BOOO~ nothing to do so blog hahaha... sian... mother go perth to work... no woman at home = house is in a great big mess zzzzz... sian... somemore everyday eat same thing =.= father cooking suck sia... go out don't know what to eat... kns... today end up eating seaweed for lunch... but at least got buy a dark chocolate to cheer me up from this sianness =X ... but now aday don't feel like doing anything... don't even feel like talking anymore as well... because slapped by my brother... zzzz because of my way of talking... nabei... sibei du lan... don't want to talk at home forever....zzzz only talk with important things liao...