Sentosa Tour

On 15 march~ I, Ck and friends go to sentosa beach to play~!! it been 4 years old since i last go to sentosa beach hahahaha it was with my aunt... and that is only a little memory back than...haha when we go there and play volleyball with chie kuan, wei lun and 2 other i forget them name sorry =x haha but it still was fun~ haha some picture of the event~!!!

What happen recently

On 15 march I,ck and his friend go to sentosa to play on the beach it was kind of nice to go to the beach once in a while but it was my 2nd time been there since 4 year old I think... Next is on good friday I went to suntec city mall with some of my new friend I meet in cabal the online game... but on that day my ex gf saw me and kind of bring up some bad memories or whatever it is I forgive you but since you got bf already so I will not do anything no matter how it hurt I have to end this so it pointless to keep on quarrel so no matter what it all my fault I didn't stop you from anything... I let you do whatever you think is right I don't care what happen because I don't wan cause you any trouble but in the end what I don't wish to happen happened and that is nothing to do now I can't change the past so I just have to let it go... it doesn't matter anymore since you want to give up go ahead and someone waited you for so long than all I can say now is hope you happy with him ba... hope you can be much happier with him than with me last time... to me chie kuan and jie sheng is my one and only good friend i cannot found 2nd or 3th one so no matter what I will not lose this 2 friends from my life... no matter what happen I will never want them to leave my side even if I'm blind or deaf I will alway want them to be well and health no matter what happen to me i don't care a single bit... no matter what happen i will try as hard as i can to help them even it cost me my life I don't care... That the way i believe and the way i live it will not change... anyway sorry if I hurt you if you think I'm wrong and this is none of ting fang problem also... she just don't want to see me sad and she don't want to tell me what happen as well... I was like an idiot back than... I might be like a idiot but at least you can still tell me what happen at least let me know... the only thing i will do is go and beat that freaking bastard up for you... I won't scold you if anything... if he rape you it not your fault at least tell me that time... but you chose not to tell me than I got nothing to say... since than nothing I can do about it too so it meaningless to continue this kind of rubbish... sorry if I make you mad or what so ever just look out for yourself when you are alone or with someone else... whatever it is do let your friends bring you home if it is late... maybe I say all this is rubbish but from now on I care for you as a friend if you don't wish to be friend than you can just delete my msn,hp no. and what so ever... Now even you ask me what is love I also do not know... my heart is no longer remember the feeling my love and only fear to been hurt... I will no longer look for stead... all I can do is to wait until this heart is heal... but it will take a much longer time to heal... no matter what it does not concern you anymore so you can go ahead and don't care what I write here on my blog or what so ever you can just delete whatever stuff you like and go ahead and throw away what i given you last time... it not like I going to stop you... and it meaningless to keep on quarrel over something that is almost a year ago... since you willing to give up than don't come look for me if that is nothing i can do for you... if you need me than go ahead and find me... if I can help I will try my best to help... I will write until here... whatever happen to me it does not matter what I care is What I wish is the people around me is well and healthy and live happily til the day they rest...
a picture on the sentosa tour... it was fun thank for asking me go along chie kuan it was very nice but the sun burn was kind of pain hahaha thank for being my friend for so long I'm very glad that I know you... it was very enjoying with you and jie sheng even he didn't go out much because of O'level =)I'm really glad to have you guys as friend for so long... let us have a much happier life ahead~! long live T.W.L~!!!

I wish

What can i do for my life... i got no idea... how am i going to continue my life this way... hmmmm... i'm stressful, lonely and bored... wish that someone will be by my side with me... i wish i have power to be justice to destory all evil in my own hand...