Now...

My brother, My playmate, My playmate girlfriend and me

Haizz... started work now no mood to play game anymore... need to find a new hobby... don't feel like buying comic anymore... only thinking of saving money... want buy ps3 and a new laptop~ want to go to friend house and play game together~ haha...

Sian... why i make up my mind and thing just don't go as i plan... so fed up... just want to tell her... but because of work cannot meet her anytime i want... and somehow can get off yet cannot meet... sian sia... been moody like alway.. kena 3 complain because of rubbish... sick and lost my voice... work until my voice like a freak and pain like hell... finally recovery yet been bother by this... just want to make it clear that i like her like i alway do... just want to let her know...

sian let continue some other time... with more information~ lol

My Thought...

Why is it so hard to understand love... Why is it love can be so painful... how to understand this single feeling...and if someone have a gf/bf they want to be a good guys and give everything to their partner but their partner might think is not enough...but be a bad guys don't really do anything they think you don't care... see my friends so sad i also sad...zzzz i can't do anything to help... but can only listen to their problem... i cannot really give you guys any advice but at least you can tell me about it and relax alittle...

And in my heart i alway have someone important to me... i wish to let her know... i really like her... and i want to know more about her... i wish i can hold her tight... and never let go... all i can do now is wait... until the day we meet... i wish to tell her in person... even if rejected... i will alway wish she is happy forever... because i know myself is not a very good person... there is alot of other people better then me... to me.. if i really love her... she must be happy... that is good enough for me... if she is unhappy because of her partner... i will kill that idiot that make her unhappy...

People alway say must live a happy life but in a city how to live a happy live if you are alone almost everytime... and the air is bad and almost everywhere is noisy... can't even take a nap... -.-

Today abit Emo lol too long didn't blog liao hahaha and because of what my friends is going though i think alot...

I want to cherish everyone important to me... ck...js... and all my friends... her too...
If fate is cruel and break us apart then why must i follow this freaking rule...
I will make my own fate!! See if gods really exist!! or they are just dogs that human created!!!(if people don't agree with me don't come scold me can liao =x)

Totally Sian...

Everyday at home do nothing... been training with chie kuan!~ it fun to sweat sometime haha... next time can video and see haha.. found a very nice video haha very funny...

Yesterday went for a wedding dinner...lol end up drink 3 cups of red wine... when come house @@ liao lol... after laying down awhile go drink water ended up vomited zzzz... drink some tea... ended up cannot sleep... 2am wake up... after that 4am wake up... then cannot sleep... watch tv until 7++am then go eat breakfast...kns.. from now on i don't want drink any wine or beer liao... soft drinks only =X head freaking pain.. ><

Go out with family...

It been a long time since i last go out with family haha... we went to ubin... cycle until leg pain lol... and go look at the nature, feel the wind of the sea... it feel nice... we cycle for hours and i can't help to fall asleep when riding car home hahaha... but it feel nice when going out with family... it good if we can do it once in a while... anyway some picture on the trip~

question~

1) Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?
Forehead i guess?
2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Don't feel like waking up hahaha
3) Who was the last person you took with ?
No one
4) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
No...
5) Would you donate blood ?
Maybe?
6)Have you ever had a best friend who is the opposite sex ?
I have i guess?
7) Do you want someone dead ?
Yes! Selfish people and Bully
8) What does the last message says ?
Didn't get any message...
9) What are you thinking right now ?
Think of how to finish this question..
10) Do you wish someone with you right now ?
Ya.. But...
11) What time you went to bed last night ?
3am++ ba?
12) Where did you buy the t-shirt that you're wearing right now ?
Jurong point lol
13) is someone in your mind ?
I guess so..
14) Who was the last person you text ?
No one
15) 10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO QUIZ.
1. Pu xiu 2. Jia Xin 3.Xi Wen 4.no one 5. no one 6. no one 7. no one 8. no one 9. no one 10. no one
16) Who is 2 having relationship with ?
No idea
17) Is 3 male or female ?
male
18) if 7 & 6 get together, would it be a good thing ?
No one
19) what is 1 studying about ?
Mutimedia
20) when was the last you had chat with 5 ?
Never
21) is 4 single ?
No one
22) say something about 2 ?
Friendly i guess?
23) what do you think of 3 & 6 being together ?
Together with no one?
24) what will you do if 6 & 7 fight ?
No one fight with no one?
25) do you like 3 ?
Errrr... ok lor..

Sian...

There nothing to do at all... thinking too much don't feel like doing anything... why I don't know... maybe something bothering me... for now is left with waiting for NS... haiz... don''t even know what to write on blog lol... until next time...