06 August 2009

My Thought...


Why is it so hard to understand love... Why is it love can be so painful... how to understand this single feeling...and if someone have a gf/bf they want to be a good guys and give everything to their partner but their partner might think is not enough...but be a bad guys don't really do anything they think you don't care... see my friends so sad i also sad...zzzz i can't do anything to help... but can only listen to their problem... i cannot really give you guys any advice but at least you can tell me about it and relax alittle...

And in my heart i alway have someone important to me... i wish to let her know... i really like her... and i want to know more about her... i wish i can hold her tight... and never let go... all i can do now is wait... until the day we meet... i wish to tell her in person... even if rejected... i will alway wish she is happy forever... because i know myself is not a very good person... there is alot of other people better then me... to me.. if i really love her... she must be happy... that is good enough for me... if she is unhappy because of her partner... i will kill that idiot that make her unhappy...

People alway say must live a happy life but in a city how to live a happy live if you are alone almost everytime... and the air is bad and almost everywhere is noisy... can't even take a nap... -.-

Today abit Emo lol too long didn't blog liao hahaha and because of what my friends is going though i think alot...

I want to cherish everyone important to me... ck...js... and all my friends... her too...
If fate is cruel and break us apart then why must i follow this freaking rule...
I will make my own fate!! See if gods really exist!! or they are just dogs that human created!!!(if people don't agree with me don't come scold me can liao =x)

Totally Sian...

Everyday at home do nothing... been training with chie kuan!~ it fun to sweat sometime haha... next time can video and see haha.. found a very nice video haha very funny...